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Wednesday, November 15, 2006

HELLO. HILOO.
OK. today we went to the lab one to edit the video. wow. i almost had to do everything. what do you think i am? A MAID!? well, i practically DLed all the songs. woot. me and chun chun editted the first part! the second was the rest. ohkay, is this an inside joke? how come hazel speaks to me? HUH? frankly, i think even though we're not besties; we can be friends. truthfully i'm quite glad that we can talk or else it feels weird.. same thing like on tuesday, i called clara but she was still busy doing this "wind screen-wipers" thing with zoey. then * saw me. she rolled her eyes."WTF? wah lao. think what ah? i like to see your black face meh?"i muttered under my breath.
"CLARA!CLARA!OEI!OEI!" i yelled.
she still was wiping the window. "wow, the windows must've been exceptionally dirty today." i thought sarcastically.
"some people, are apparently deaf!" i said out loud.
wow, i was THAT pissed to go and "critisize" you, but i am THAT pissed.
i mean, how come people are like that? to all people in the CLIQUE NINE : i know something. if you guys cant stand a person, its not very nice to actually kick her out of the group. i'm not getting back at you for being mean at me, or kicking me out, but this is for your own good. even though i'm not in your group, i know i should be minding my own business. but i totally wanna tell you. its not very nice to roll your eyes at someone, or whatever. its really rude.
okay, i'm really pissed. imean,really.seriously.pissed off like crazy. fei min told me in the morning since i was in the CE6 classroom; she told me this: go la, rachall. already the few last days of school.. come on, you cant be a loner anymore. dont hide. go out there and make friends with them again. OK. she said SOMETHING like that.
i mean, fei min, i totally want to listen to your advice. but how can i do that. with people rolling their eyes when i come near them.. with them bitching around making so much chaos.. i dont know. im pissed(again). OK. i should stop this. truthfully majority of the people in Clique Nine are nice.. teresa, clara, sarah, abigail, hazel.. they are nice. i mean it. OK. um.
i gotta go link people. chloe, jasmine, and more people. ;D cyas. ;D

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