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Monday, August 28, 2006

Sometimes people come into your life
Like they're meant to be
And suddenly you've found someone
Who sees the world like you see
And you laugh like crazy
At all the crazy things
That no one thinks are funny but you
That's when I knew
That I had a friend so true
If my world were crumbling down
You are the one I
'd want around
Cause through everything you've shown me that
You were the one who had my back
Remember the laughs
Then add up the dreams
And take it to the nth degree
We'll be friends forever
Cause you'll be forever in my heart
That's where best friends are
There will always be hard times
I'm glad I've got you to see me through
And I will never forget your smile
I just have to say thank you
For being there always
Even the darkest days
Especially when you didn't have to
That's when I knew I had a friend in you
So if your world should fall apart
Call me I'll run to where you ar
I only hope that I can beHalf of the friend you've been to me
Remember the laughs
Then add up the dreams
And take it to the nth degree
We'll be friends forever
Cause you'll be forever in my heart
That's where best friends are.

well. thanks to anne who posted this on her blog so i could rip it off. okay. this might be dedicated to S****, my friend. truthfully i thought she was my friend, the only one in the lot that can understand how i feel and is almost the exact same situation. but one faithful day, she ditched me, and sat with hazel. i was isolated, i was in a total mess. seriously. truthfully, i admit i cried during chinese. not because i was tired. she betrayed me. that betrayed feeling was already bad enough. i went home with a heavy heart. i know some people might think i asking for sympathy. but seriously, this is an ONLINE DIARY, you dont have to read what i write. okay. that day{about 3 months ago} during holidays, i checked out liz's blog. and all i could do was to stare at the post and photos, with envy. okay? that was how i really felt. she didnt invite me to her party and zoey said it was because i was 'not a close friend' of hers. my first thought was : shouldnt the whole group come first? i know it was 3 MONTHS AGO. but that incident has left a scar. i was betrayed. because of that i cried every single day. i didnt want to go to school for supplementry lessons, i really hated how that feeling was like.being betrayed is what i REALLY HATE. and now this comes up twice. i really hate this. but somewhat i just feel as though, Une fois je tire la détente il ferait tout est par-dessus et là-bas wouldnt est plus la tension. {that is in french}. find out if you really care. i dont know. but somewhat. remember, i hate betrayers. being left out is already a thing, what about this? i feel anne's sadness too. she feels mine too.{i think}. but she is also in the same situation as me. the karma has already taken its course for her, but im not sure for mine. i'm somewhat being backstabbed.

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