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Friday, July 28, 2006

i'm totally left out. {i think} this is what happened.
today had this racial harmony concert. me amanda nerissa abigail was in a group to do some fashion show and we chose our model which was teresa. then me amanda and teresa was to go down for rehearsal. amanda helped to put the kimono thing together and i was supposed to talk about teresa's costume. our costume was like .. a kimono top{which is actually a kimono but we pinned up the bottom portion.} and she wore a black flair skirt, with a scarf thing on her head{as a headband} and bangles. she looked quite weird. but at least she stood out from the rest. and then when we went for the real performance and the models was to go out on the stage and when she appeared our clique of friends cheered and screamed damn loud and when the designers went out and then it was soon me and teresa's turn to stand in front to describe the costume. then went we described fin. they ALL SHOUTED TERESA'S NAME ONLY and i felt so god damned left out. i hate being left out. but at least calling OUR name is not that bad. i really, truly hate this. i really really cannot take it. i really hate this fucking left out business. my friends are maybe not that true. i cannot take it.
at least maybe sarah may be a true friend. maybe hazel too. i dont know. have no one to trust now.

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